What went?

Time is running too fast and i can feel it where as i can't see it though.There were times when i wanted to hold it tight and never let go..guess there are lots of but' to make a good memory turn into worst.I keep thinking is it you disappeared or me from the place where i am supposed to be.Dear there,i wish i could make things better..what do i do to make it happen??I can't unless you hold me and make me feel it is already better.I always was afraid that you would walk away more far from me and get disappear.I missed all those chances,i was not able to do as i wasn't aware of it.Wish ,could lay down by your side just to get a glimpse of happiness for you and me. :)
(encounter #2)

you'll always be in me

It's been long that i haven't felt your touch,
the way you smell drives me crazy.
The way you loved me was the best part of my life.
Since you are out of my reach,
i always stand infront of the mirror there i see you in me.


Once,loving you was easy and now you are not here, 
all i do is love myself coz you are always in me.
i wish i could fly away with you..,
just to have a pleasure of moment with you.
sometimes i keep on staring at the mirror, 
then i feel like am living with the ghost of you.
{encounter#1)