Friday, October 21, 2011
Monday, October 3, 2011
turning into the wrong path
I tell him I'm doing it and he tells me to watch my mouth.
He then rambles on about how he raised such a vulgar and spoiled child who has no respect.Sometimes, he tells me he loves me and that he will always love me. A few minutes later, he yells at me about what a disappointment I am. Why can't he just stop? I try all the time to not piss him off but he still yells at me even if I don't do anything.he makes me feel worthless.can't take him screaming at me everyday.
:@
Labels:
anger,
bad father,
hurt,
mad,
mentally crack.,
peer pressure,
wrong raiser
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Monday, August 1, 2011
Accessories ♥
Long time no see eh! (久しぶり). Here's some of my clicks Want to check out more?? go to my other blog and explore the capture ♥
Labels:
fashion.gold,
necklace,
nikon2011,
ring,
summer
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Monday, July 11, 2011
Still
I still hve everything within you and me so fresh like as if it was never a past.. but a moment never in vain.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
My Very Last Possession
B). I want to spoon with you. I want to say i love you until you kiss me back. I want to snuggle with you. I want to be with when you are sad. I want to leave my toilet door open every time i'm with you. I want to make you smile every morning and brighten up your whole day because you make my day. I want to call you babe because it makes me feel more special as well as when you call me Honey. I like to call your name even if i have nothing to say and i love my name when you call it because it sounds good and when you call me honey happiness underneath its so romantic. ... eh~ when with you sure will happen i believe.
These above lines not originally written by me but it talks what i want when with you.
(encounter #12)
Labels:
believe,
hope,
not a copycat,
wish
Monday, June 20, 2011
Monday, June 6, 2011
Monday, May 30, 2011
Sunday, May 15, 2011
My Very Last Possession
A).Hurdles in coming days
What do i do again making this question unanswered. Neither i can cry in this present blaming over past . Regretting is out of my knowledge as for me. Am i frustrated losing the part of me? Depressed/sadness/worthless strikes me whenever i am about to reach happiness. Now everybody doesn't like being sad all day while others are merry around us.I'm in the same stage from where i started to learn the rules of moving on life. I say i'm fine it was ok baby , but everyday is same no change either am i moving on or just using the word only. I'm not a good speaker yet i fail to makeup with words. There you are ready to hold me ,help me before i utter a word but i talk to smile and you are my smile, do understand me because i am now in the world of you. I feel rich whenever your with me ,my sense ,my heart. Encountering you have become my very last possession...more to go ..
(encounter#11)

What do i do again making this question unanswered. Neither i can cry in this present blaming over past . Regretting is out of my knowledge as for me. Am i frustrated losing the part of me? Depressed/sadness/worthless strikes me whenever i am about to reach happiness. Now everybody doesn't like being sad all day while others are merry around us.I'm in the same stage from where i started to learn the rules of moving on life. I say i'm fine it was ok baby , but everyday is same no change either am i moving on or just using the word only. I'm not a good speaker yet i fail to makeup with words. There you are ready to hold me ,help me before i utter a word but i talk to smile and you are my smile, do understand me because i am now in the world of you. I feel rich whenever your with me ,my sense ,my heart. Encountering you have become my very last possession...more to go ..
(encounter#11)
Labels:
The entire me
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Hanami Matsuri祭 2011-ApriL
Hanami matsuri in English lets make it simple its the festival of flower viewing day so called Cherry Blossom Festival. Take a Look its beautiful.Kiritanpoきりたんぽ nabe- Akita cuisine
Dinner was good/yummy thought of clicking as its one of my Favorite cuisine.
Kiritanpo nabe is Akita's traditional preserved food to carry rice around.Rice is mashed ,then put around the skewer,then toasted.This one was cooked by my mother.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Sunday, April 10, 2011
To You Heart♡


Making our moment more happy than my painful separation.
here i pour my feelings what my eyes were trying to say to you,
Within me i was playing here and there..while trying to make the heart go beat, i forgot the rhythm .
There you were all standing for me while i was in search of the real beat
i couldn't see is ,you or the beat i was looking for.
For once i lost the knowledge to play the beat.
There were times when i tried to make my eyes learn the beat from you.
Since i acted foolish whether i was looking at you or searching the beat.. i lost my eye sight over you.
I feeling so small while this blindness making me frighten ..
Suddenly i felt you even though the sight was gone,
I learned how my heart beats when with you.
Therefore i found the beat , making ways to let you hear singing
along together and learning the beat within yourself too..
(encounter # 10)
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
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