I ℒℴѵℯ the Wink~

 Candy Pink~キャンディピンク

I'm sure solid deco over this paint is a fabolous one.

  

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Brand : Dolly Wink

Release date: 1.7.2010

Traumatize

Wasn't i with you? how soon ... feels like we walked away just before the blink of my eye. Why do i feel i lost a part of me.Did i ever knew you so well,now i am not even knowing the real me? This feeling  "distress" is hunting me and therefore i am easily falling for it.Everyday is *GREY* i'm feeling hollow inside me... somehow am i losing the track to right way,none to answer.Hating the part being you and me while it was precious like a diamond when WE existed . Tear drops on my keyboard, I miss you.

(encounter #5)

Daily

I didn't cry today

For you ..Brother

Your my best brother my best ever the one i look upto
i miss you and our lovely days. You teasing me and i still love it. 
Now that you are  far far away and i know it'll take long to reach you.
For times i didn't bother,brother you add color to my life me as your sister,
I love you am-dai* 
I believe ,when in sorrow your there to lift.
It's so fun to have you,your the god's precious gift to me brother.
I cherish every moments of our life and i adore you
I have the ticket to say your the best brother in my life and its you Ami-dai....
(this special day#1)
Happy 

Grey

The day i was walking alone,all of sudden i felt my heart beating so fast ..felt it so deep i got stoned at the moment.There is my favorite love song but it sounds pale to me,i cry.You smile then i used to and now no one does.I go empty when i see you,feels like i don't even exist and when i feel it i don't like it.i want to run to reach the place where feeling nothing means out there.I hate you karma' for the part creating loneliness.we cry,tears fall,we fall we learn to stand up,But when lonely nothing is left paralyzed and i hate the shine.

(encounter #4)

I don't want mundane~

Where is the fact to live real? Why does so many questions appear where none is there to answer.Referring you, you walked away leaving me halfway. How stupid you are, you described yourself thinking as standing in front of mirror.Do you realize,what it feels like to be left alone and made to move on with the feeling loneliness.Feels like am deaf and blind too ,striking to uncertainty.Memorise keep hunting me,every second of time my mind gets wasted.Good feelings are gone whereas bad is always around.Everything to me is meaningless while it was like a diamond when you were holding me.They say move on' but where?.. I'm still here feeling like a empty vase making more noise day by day.Fact i learned 'sometimes to receive the love we long, begging is the other option'. You abandoned me and i cannot even say "I love you".
(encounter#3)

What went?

Time is running too fast and i can feel it where as i can't see it though.There were times when i wanted to hold it tight and never let go..guess there are lots of but' to make a good memory turn into worst.I keep thinking is it you disappeared or me from the place where i am supposed to be.Dear there,i wish i could make things better..what do i do to make it happen??I can't unless you hold me and make me feel it is already better.I always was afraid that you would walk away more far from me and get disappear.I missed all those chances,i was not able to do as i wasn't aware of it.Wish ,could lay down by your side just to get a glimpse of happiness for you and me. :)
(encounter #2)

you'll always be in me

It's been long that i haven't felt your touch,
the way you smell drives me crazy.
The way you loved me was the best part of my life.
Since you are out of my reach,
i always stand infront of the mirror there i see you in me.


Once,loving you was easy and now you are not here, 
all i do is love myself coz you are always in me.
i wish i could fly away with you..,
just to have a pleasure of moment with you.
sometimes i keep on staring at the mirror, 
then i feel like am living with the ghost of you.
{encounter#1)