Grey

The day i was walking alone,all of sudden i felt my heart beating so fast ..felt it so deep i got stoned at the moment.There is my favorite love song but it sounds pale to me,i cry.You smile then i used to and now no one does.I go empty when i see you,feels like i don't even exist and when i feel it i don't like it.i want to run to reach the place where feeling nothing means out there.I hate you karma' for the part creating loneliness.we cry,tears fall,we fall we learn to stand up,But when lonely nothing is left paralyzed and i hate the shine.

(encounter #4)